Unmistaken Clarity !

Do you or i for that matter rain on people ? Its actually quite easy, while accepting the latter, all one needs to do is to let the faucets open and then you have it ! unfettered flow of emotions , ideas, coercions and even diversions !!

What actually matters is that when you do rain, who are the ones collecting the water to drink, who are the ones will use that water to hide the open manholes, or who are the one to store that water and throw that at your face !!!

Bah ! Humbug !!…i found myself saying to well..myself, i am now at a point where i simply don’t care , i am free of all obligations and expectations. I don’t hope and i don’t hide. So why not just let it rain…..maybe more people can benefit from it.

Lets rain !!!

You know when once in your life you finally come to a conclusion that “i am a jerk”  its so liberating !! I just got my dose of liberation.  Life at this point of time has too many options of juicy returns for me that i started to ponder over possibilities. I obviously did research on many subjects who walked the lines of juicy returns

At the end of doing my research i found those words of truth, lying plainly in my sight !!! The truth so obvious , they said ” dude , you don’t stand a chance …  you can go for everything!!”, so undeniable that i took refuge in pleasures like sleeping and reading for past few weeks.

But then , this peace of mine is also being constantly attacked by these soothsayers….of sorts.

I have this on my orkut fortune : “When winter comes heaven will rain success on you”

I had this on my fortune cookie : “Good things are coming your way”

I found people smiling and saying :” He’s gonna do great some day”

I also saw this on my horoscope : “Be prepared for good times”

and then i was pissed !!! all i can see in the near future is more anguish and derangement and anything but good times.  After being royally screwed , and being aware of eligibility criteria of certain opportunities i can only see that its these sayings are there to remind me of something……”you are a jerk!” , and yes i can see that now…..but please refrain from reminding that again and again. I am trying my ..umm not best….but  yes semi-best !

I have a zombie,

it once wasn’t so dead,

it used to laugh and talk,

and one day i had a zombie,

my personal zombie !

its after my head, as i put her there,

the zombie is angry, why shouldn’t it be !

i have a personal zombie !